Dearest Tumblr how I have missed you….It’s deep thinking day. I need a get rich quick scheme :/

Not sure what I’m thinking…

So here I am reading Mike’s old message on Facebook like some crazy insecure girlfriend that doesn’t trust their boyfriend and I come across some unnerving things. Mike was quite the horn-dog. Seriously. Like almost all the girls he tells me he hates now he’s messaged in the past and mentioned something about hooking up, and to be honest I’m a little disturbed. This is the total opposite if the sweet guy who tried to date me and sweet talked me and never once mentioned hooking up to me, which is a good thing because he wasn’t interested in getting in my pants but in actually having a relationship. But it’s the total opposite of what I’m use to that its just…strange. And to top it of all these girls numbers are still in his contact list, and yes I’m acting like a very insecure little girl but were all allowed those moments. I thought I was the first girl he ever loved, he certainly is my first love and always will be my one and only love. On one o his posts it says he loves Morgan, his ex and yes this is back when they were dating, and in one of his messages he talks about being in love with another girl. When I ask he tells me that I’m being stupid and that I am the only girl he’s loved and that posting it for the whole world to see isn’t important because the only people who need to know is us. So know after all this I’m by sure what to think or feel…

"Keep it classy, never trashy, just a lil’ nasty."

Marilyn Monroe